Two days ago, when I was updating/uploading new pics at my Facebook account, my best friend Barney’s ex whom we should just hide under the name Prodigal Cutie all of a sudden sent a message to me on the chat box. I was surprised because I never really knew him and we’re just Facebook “add-me” acquaintance. So anyway, he’s asking about my best friend Barney and asked me to chat with him thru YM (Yahoo Messenger).
Prodigal Cutie basically just wants to find out how Barney is doing and why Barney is avoiding him. I already heard about the side of Barney before about Prodigal Cutie so this time, I asked Prodigal Cutie to share his side and so he did. Based on the facts that I’ve gathered from both of ‘em, I realized that Barney was right about Prodigal Cutie, that he is a clingy, childish person. Recently, Prodigal Cutie was diagnosed with Anxiety Attack and he admitted it to me when I asked him about it as it was reflected on his Facebook’s “What’s on your mind?” box.

Though Prodigal Cutie had already found someone to fill his heart after Barney, he also admitted to me that like Barney, his new beau is somewhat distant. In fact, he is traveling to USA and Prodigal Cutie hates long distance affair, same fate which he had when Barney moved to UAE. So I asked Prodigal Cutie if he wants my honest advice. He gave his go signal. So I told him TO MOVE ON…blah blah blah. He got my point. So I told him that I will email Barney later telling him that we had a chat and Barney should really give him a heart-to-heart email.

The bottom line of this entry is not really about Prodigal Cutie. This is the cherry on top of the icing that I was talking about on my earlier post. I found out, based on the pains & aches of Prodigal Son, that Barney my best friend, is a person indeed so LUCKY IN LOVE. Many people that I found could attest how cool and loving person Barney is. In fact, Prodigal Son described Barney as a HUMBLE, INTELLIGENT & GOD-FEARING person which really went straight like a bullet in my heart. And Barney deserved those words as he really is.
How lucky in love Barney is? Well, he’s with someone right now and the guy, according to Barney, though not that really good looking like those previous ones that he had including Prodigal Cutie, is a very CARING, LOVING, PAMPERING ideal boyfriend that one could ask for.

On the contrary, I’ve been feeling kinda low again these past few days. I dunno if that’s the effect of the decongestant, anti-biotic and paracetamol that I’m swallowing for my common cold or it was just really the “coldness” that I’m feeling deep inside and that’s why my body can’t produce endorphines essential key element to function happiness in one’s body. I must admit, I am so envious of Barney for having it “all” (Barney dear, you know it very well so please, just let me talk about of what I’m really afraid of). Barney my best buddy in this whole wide world, you are actually BLESSED that LOVE ALWAYS FIND YOU NO MATTER WHAT. I wish I had all those characteristics that your ex, Prodigal Cutie, had mentioned to me.

Remember my previous post about my so-called life slash love??? Yah, that 3-part story about SOMEBODY TO LOVE. It haunts me again. In December, it’s my turn to add up another year in my calendar just like Barney only that I hope I’m with someone by that time it happens and that would be a record-breaking history ever as I never had a birthday YET where there’s someone special beside me to blow the candles on my chocolate fudge with sprinkled white chocolates birthday cake.
Lastly, Prodigal Son thanked me for sparing some of my precious time chatting with him and for giving him an advice. How he described me??? BRACE YOURSELVES PEOPLE: “You are VERY SENSIBLE EVEN THOUGH A LI’L NAUGHTY BUT THAT’S COOL.” Well, what to do. SEXY, NAUGHTY, BITCHY ME. My best friend is a nice person and just in case you didn’t notice, nice is “in”…and I must admit I’m not. Maybe if I was born during Alexander the Great’s time then I would’ve been considered “in”. But as I always say, I’M NOT MOST PEOPLE.

Some were born to become unicorns who are pure at heart and a prince charming would be attracted to ride on it, case for example like Barney’s; while others like me were just born to become a wild horse who just wants to run free until a knight in his shiny armor finds & comes along, catches & tames this wild breed & takes him along for a long ride of journey & battles.
But today is not about this wild taddy nor his knight in his shiny armor—today is about this unicorn Barney who found a prince charming to saddle him in to a higher ground, and if lucky enough, taking him to the other side of the world where HAPPINESS & LOVE are abundantly present…Happy Birthday Best Friend ! ! !